My Buried Confessions

2009-08-15T11:38:00.002+08:00

THIS BLOG WILL REMAIN UNTOUCHED FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME.
TILL THEN.

2009-07-28T18:41:00.001+08:00

I had a dream, which was not all a dream.

The bright sun was extinguished, and the stars

Did wander darkling in the eternal space,

Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth

Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;

Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day,

And men forgot their passions in the dread

Of this desolation; and all hearts

Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light

2009-07-09T23:20:00.022+08:00

Hi and hello to all (: (:

Its not my fault i havent been updating here,

but blogger's being a pain in the butt with so many problems to upload photo.

But since its not creating problems, i uploaded all the photos i could find that were overdue.

But first thing's first, i think i and bi were born to be camwhorers.

I mean like seriously, its no special occasion, but we still take tons of photos.

But if youre thinking that way, then you are so wrong!

Ofcourse its a special occasion!

Everytime i meet bi, it is the most special occasion on this mother earth ok.

Anyhow, i miss you.
Oh oh, this is the photo that bi calls
"to show that i alweays shiok sendiri and he pretend he dont care"
apape sahaje la ye.
I didnt have enough of you today bi!
I want more more and moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ok.

Went swimming with bi last week.
Thank god it stopped raining when we reached.

But it was ~~mother fucking~~ packed la!

ish. so irritating seh.

See the porcupine head. -_-

Next time we go sumemore arh. i want the wave wave ar bi. -_-

And some time last week i think, or was it two weeks ago?

While waiting for our timing to get into the cinema,

We played poker online!

And thats when i started to get hooked.

See la bi, all your fault i cannot stop pokering -_-

Even at the airport, we looked for a spot and continued playing until my battery died.

K ni random ar bi, but the ring looks nice eh bi.

Hahahhahahaha

Public speaking

Special Occasions speech test.

Mine was a wedding speech,

cool thing was the classroom was decorated with balloons and party stuff.

And now i realised i didnt upload the class photo,

But i lazy to upload now cause must rearrange the photos again,

so kirim salam sudah.

Afifah made me wanne buy more nice dresses,

and i like sharifah's dress too.

omg omg omg.

baju baju baju pleaseeeeee.

Results were supposed to be tomorrow but there's no class cause ppl got quarantined.

Might as well let me stay home the whole week kaaannnn -_-

And this part,

sumpah sumpah sumpah outdated giler babs.

Zahirah's 22nd birthday.

AHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

We met up at starbucks.

Suri and Ash bought the famous amos cake.

And then everyone was so sayang to eat the pieces of the cake,

But apparently, mat noor saye ni kan, bedal je the cake -_-

And then hail and naq joined us for dinner at sakura

before heading to The Arthouse for teathre: Khurafat II

But kan but kan, when the lights started to dim and sound effect filled the room,

naq asked: eh ni bukan cerite kelakar eh?

Hail had nothing more to say.

Hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha.

And here's some footage from the teathre,

no flash allowed so, that explains the unclear photo.

And here's another one.

Anyway, thats all i got for now.

more updates soon kay.

And ofcourse, i miss you baby.

2009-07-05T18:38:00.001+08:00

Okay. you see, when i want to update this blog, blogger starts giving me problem, i tried uploading photos, but nothing comes up. We'll wait and see for the next post kay.

2009-06-19T13:28:00.016+08:00

Long long long post.

I wanted to wait for the weekends, but im getting bored and so here they are.

Some of the things in two weeks.

Out with bi merata singapore cause we sesat2 everywhere. But i dont care. He was being the sweetest thing even though he got scolded by me all the time. I swear i was the meanest thing on mother earth that day. Sorry honey.
I think after we didnt knw where else to go, we went to the hot spot, courtesy of kak siti's introduction to that place. now we know where to go.Hahahaha. And we kepo2 at this makcik and pakcik dating2. like wtf. so meluat.
want to take take pic la pulak. then bi was like spying Hahahahahha.

And that was with my bi.

I miss you, sorry for being an ass cause we sesat2 pasal u kasi direction hancor.

but i love you.
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Next day with family.

Ni semue waiting the mak bapak yg hege nak mampos.

The father and brother at vivo.

Eh. one and only. Hahahhaa.

And there were other places too but i forgot where else.

And now im getting exhausted like i hear the bed calling me to sleep and stop blogging.

Hhahahahaha.

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And last week after being chased out of the library, we did our project at some random void deck. Miraculously, we got it done. And then we went to the shop infront and bought durians!

And we bedal use the glove from our project to kopek the durians.

And look at marissa's face la, sumpah mentak kene sepak. Hahahhaa.

And we campak the empty durians by the side of the dust bin and blaaaaaa. :)

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And last week we ended the day by watching sunset by the sea.

Macam paham step romantic k. sumpah mcm paham.

After our so called dinner la eh, we sit sit di tepi pantai yang indaaaahhh

hahahhaha wtf.

He has this speciality to have the mintak kene sepak face.

Waaahhhhhhhhh. macam paham.

Okay im done.

Not a bad 2 weeks after all.

except that i havent done my school work. Okay bye.

2009-06-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

Term tests are finally over and holidays are here.

i'll spend it with bi, projects, bi, more projects and more bi!!! hahaha.

More updates when i have more things to update on, for now, i need my beauty sleep.

Bi, I MISS YOU.

2009-05-25T18:19:00.014+08:00

Last sunday was Suri's 21st birthday.

And theme was bubblegum.

And so we'd suppose to be as bright as can be!

Birthday girl and bright green boyfriend. Birthday brownies! Cutting the birthday cake(:

The dining-in with the oh so many food. -_-
Because our faces must be in everyone's camera kan bi, kan kan kan (:

The four boys; men now.

Bright bright!

Ash's beautiful gift for her. (:

Happy 21st gerl.

Awesome one indeed (:

2009-05-17T22:34:00.017+08:00

Today's the day!

I got to spend the whole day with bi!

We had no definite plan so we headed to town cause for me to get dresses. And other stuffsss. And now im on 3 month probation of no shopping. And then bi was getting hungry following me around trying to get the dresses i wanted, and so we headed to lucky plaza for Ayam penyet.

Lucky plaza was like mini philipines and so we squeezed to get out, and told bi that we should go to paces where there werent be anymore tops for me to buy. Hahahaha.
And so, we went to the bus stop and i saw this legandary map, i pointed out 3 places, Botanic gardens, Singapore river and esplanade. And so it was time to choose where the hell we should go next. Both of us couldnt decide which of the 3 to pick. And an idea struck me! I tore a piece of tissue into 3 parts, and made 1,2 and 3 dots respectively on each tissue paper as demonstrated below. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.
And then, i rolled the 3 pieces and told bi to pick one. And guess where we headed next, thanks to our decision making tissue friend. And so.... we waited for the bus...to......
Botanic Gardens!

we entered the gates, and there we were, who cared where i was, as long as i was with bi!

We went to the swan lake and the swan was right there by the side of the lake! This matsalleh boy was feeding him salad. and okay sorry if i may sound abit excited, but omg!!! a swaaaannnn!!! so neaaarrrrr!! k da. And on the other side, these swans were sleeping.

Look at the adorable sleeping posture!

And then we walked and walked and walked through out the garden trying to find a suitable place to seat, cause the garden was practically packed with humans due to some event going on.

And we found this beautiful shed covered with beautiful leaves!

And we sat there and talked and be with each other's company.

say "aaaaawwwwww"
And bi was really2 fascinated by this weird nyonya practising her vocal cords so loudly whilst her ears were being plucked with earpiece of god knows what kind of song la!

Soon after, we walked back out and ended up elsewhere in singapore.

I love today cause bi was with me,

Nothing else mattered.(:

ily.

2009-05-15T22:33:00.007+08:00

I met her.

Finally her heart opened to take up her driving theory and so i accompanied her.

And then we went to window shop. seriously, WINDOW SHOPPING, surprisingly.

Tried on clothes but didnt buy any. Ok. sedih. takya ingatkan kisah tu.

and she said why i pose mcm budak kental in the picture. kau. takperlu sak.

And then I met him.

I miss him. I really do. but nowadays, it so hard to meet. Benci sak.

Da uh. goodnight. blergh

ily.

2009-05-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

Police dog unit visit.

The visit was okay, and tormenting. Big strong dogs were unleashed and allowed to run around as part of the demo. and it freaking ran infront of me, on my foot. kaaauuu. mane mau dapat kejadian seperti ini ehhh. HAHAHAHAHA. somehow it kinda bonded the class further, so it was okay. Photos are already uploaded on my facebook, so go. (:

2009-05-11T18:15:00.001+08:00

I was browsing for some other photos but i came across this one,

and i can smile so widely now.

2009-05-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

As for now, i'd be updating my other blog, more updates here soon!

For those who know my other blog, you'd read rapid updates daily of my ever nonstop rants.

Fort those who dont, well, stay waited for me to update this blog soon.

As for now, it'll be facebook and my other blog.

Too many too handle (:

School's been okay so far, driving's been cool.

Bi's still and will always be my shining star.

I need more sleep cause my eye bag is back.

Im still down with flu, human flu, not to worry.

And honey, i miss you .

So so so much.

2009-04-19T16:19:00.009+08:00

I met Bi yesterday, after my driving, after bi visited his station,

and we went bowling.

Oh and you know im *ABIT* :D crazy over bags eh, and for the first time bi actually said my bag was nice instead of nagging at me for having so many bags.

That made me smile like shit okay.

More charles and keith bags kay bibi?

Thank you!
Hhahahahahaha.

woooohooooooooo.
The unplanned sepasang baju itam kay.
And then we had lunch cum dinner at Pastamania, its the place where i always order something, and in the end take whatever bi ordered, and he will have to eat and drink whatever i ordered, because whatever he ordered is always nicer. Thats why i sayang dierrr. :D

But! bi stared at me cause he said i was always looking at the waiter, which i didnt look all the time pe....i think. Hahahahahhaha.

And then we went to watch 17 again, which was okay, an enjoyable one, no not because zac efron was there. but as per normal la, there'll always be a part in any movie that i will cry, maha emosi katekan, especially the part when zac read the letter in court.

That deserves my "Aaaawwwwwwwwww" k?

And then! da malammmmm.

Hhahahahhahaha.

Till i see you soon honey!

2009-04-15T22:32:00.034+08:00

Bi's 22nd with his friends.

My 22yr old boy reading his birthday card.
The gerls.

The boys.

Group shot 1.

This is where the cam-whoring begins.

We ventured into the barrage.

Ni, i dont understand.

Ni, macam paham.

three amigos eh.

My own special comfy chair (:

Nice kannn.

Like lina said, Bi took her place.

green hot seat.

Ni mama eh, sumpah enter frame sakkk.

And then we made out way to suntec for starbucks.

Where bi had his first shot at archery.

Eh, marksman kay.

Nice shot.

Aaaawwwww.

I like this photooooo....

Macam hindustan la bibiiiiiii...

And then we slacked at esplanade to finish suri's meehoon. lol.

Group photo.

And there we have it all.

2009-04-13T11:23:00.005+08:00

To date

I'm still waiting for photos from zah's camera for saturday's event and photos from sunday which is in bi's camera before i can have a proper update on this blog. And to think that we were the only two dumdums that were playing with balloons and laughing like the whole marina was ours, i think thats why we're together. Oh btw, good luck waiting before i can have those pictures. But seriously, hurry up and give em to me!

Honey, i miss you so much i wish i could hug and smell you right now.

2009-04-10T10:33:00.018+08:00

Bibi's 22nd birthday celebration with me(:

So first it was FAST AND FURIOUS 4 at Gv Plaza.

With his sister and Faizul and bi and me.
And then shafiqah and faizul dono headed to where. *:D*
Bi and me made our way to Suntec to get a cake. Even though my baby boy was sick that day,
He still looks good kay (:

Bibi wanted to make a wish at the fountain of wealth.

I still dont know what he wished for tho.

See how happy bibi is after completing 3 rounds around the fountain.

After finally getting a cake, we headed to Marina Barrage.

And Bi insisted that the cake was for us. not for him only.

Aaaaww. touching kan. -_-

the sweet cherry (:

Bday boy cutting the cake.

I cut the rest.

Just us two.

Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwww.

The tapao-ed food.

See the shoe? That's my birthday gift to bibi.

Aaaawww.. bibi kissed the shoeeeeee. lol

Happy 22nd dear.

More bright years ahead.

i love you.

2009-04-06T10:26:00.005+08:00

I miss my Bibi....

Oh oh! bibi said i was his princess in a dress..

AAAWWWWWWW (:

I miss playing with bibi's hair. and the weird jambol -_-

And i miss bibi singing to me all the way through out the whole journey (:

aaaaawww.... i miss bibi...lols.

2009-04-02T21:02:00.021+08:00

WORK FINALE.

i'll let the pictures do the talking.

So we finally know, Robin actually loves me.

I got a bear that he said small enough to bring everywhere to remember him

And he gave me birthday money.

aaaaaaawwwwwww.

And this was definitely unexpected,

Daddy bought me a pink baby G watch which till now

ive no idea when he bought it. Though i know the accomplices were who.

Daddy gave me a body shop body wash set,

limited edition lagi lah seh.

I had no idea people from Tamp came down as well.

With famous Amos lagi.

Unfortunately they had to see me cry -_-"

Birthday card from hassy and kak siti.

Should feel the softness of the frog (:
Many other presents la, but see how we placed them,
its all over the staffroom.

Kenduri ah eh.

Hassy's emotional moment.

We'd still be together beb,

See even though the outsider came and made crude remarks to me,

We bo-layan cause we're in our own world no one can touch(:

Part of us la okay.

I think, im gonne miss the uniform,

before they change the uniform into that ugly space ship baju.

Oh good luck with that new uniform people!

Keep that smile up girl.

With Kak Jun

Ni kes antara kiteorang kiteorang aje paham.

The small note from me to you is not enough to express everything out.

Daddy failed to control his tears this time round.

Thanks daddy.

So, while theyre getting emotional over the card,

i tell myself not to cry by taking photos of myself!

Its more than words. I know.

My mini garage sale.

And with that, Thank you all for all the memories shared together.

Let the memories be memories, but what's ahead, be a surprise.

Im missing you guys.

Especially my other three (:

2009-03-30T18:39:00.002+08:00

On my second last day of work,
i got A COLOURFUL AND NUTTY WAFFLE SURPRISE
by Norain and Hassy.

Only people in the twenties like us understand

the awesomeness of an icecream waffle set for lunch.

Nothing can compare to the splendidness that melts in our mouths.
This one deserves an "aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwww"

See, smile that waffle ice cream brings.
But norain still loves taking "candid" photos of me.
tak perlu eh norain,tak perlu.
I miss eating waffles with my two other little piglets.
Aaaaaawwwww.
Ni kan adek bradik lain mak lain bapak.
waffle waffle waffle with korangs soon kay!

2009-03-29T19:27:00.001+08:00

Badminton last sunday night.

Obviously there will still be camwhoring la kan

even though sweating like mad kan.

shots.

second shot.

this one is like a must.

After the whole mayhem, into the car.

at every red light, this is what we do.

Its the only time we hope that every traffic light would be red.

back people.

group.

waiting for my susu goncang eh.

bapaknye punye close up.

father and son.

sister.

LOL.

2009-03-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Random moments at work when you simply get bored.

(tho the photos were long long overdue)

It has always been the four of us.

And its not gonne change.
My two pillars of strength.
Although, she can be very,very,very irritating at times. -_-"

Its called sisterly love.

eh menyampah eh. Hahahaha.

Ouh Ouh,

Morgan calls this our little istana of happiness.

Thats that.

2009-03-27T00:51:00.016+08:00

The last few days of such envied family togetherness.......

The crazy things mahanee makes me do,

the days when she'd think of random things for me to do.
My guy girlfriend.
they're the reason why i can smile this wide.

My mahanee that is immune to my aaawww awwww awwww.

makcik halijah gave me nina ricci perfume for my birthday (:

The dad that i never will forget. never.

aaaaaaaaaawwww.

aaaaawwwww.. daddy and bumble bee.

aaawwww. tak perlu.

making my gerlfren into a gerl.

Aaaaawwww... she has a clip on her hair... aaaaaawww.

I love you BFF.

Freak-a-zoid eh.

takperlu takperlu.

The picture kak siti created for me.

Touching maha touching seh.

Aaaaaawwwww....

Im gonne miss you guys...

2009-03-26T09:29:00.004+08:00

Im dreading. Too many things on my mind right now. What with the whole emotional havoc that's been going on. What with me last few days at work. I dont know what im thinking right now, but i just want things to calm down quickly. I cant bear juggling two at the same time. As much as i want all these dark patch to be over soon, i still cant bring myself to decide. And the smile in the picture, its definitely not a reflection of how i am right now.

Oh i just remembered that my intention was to upload photos today, but forget it. -_-

playing with the heart is a deadly move.

2009-03-19T21:29:00.016+08:00

18.03.09

Birthday issues.

Because its my birthday, everyone was rushing to feed me la kan,

Though daddy looks like he wants to push the food together with the fork into my mouth.

Ofcourse mahanee dowan to let this golden opportunity pass by just like that kan,

so walaupun lebar table tu, dier tetap memanjangkan tangannye

semata-mata untuk mendapat peluang to feed me. touching kan.

And yes yes, walaupun mukenyer not in the picture, dier rela,

just to get to feed me, itulah Nur hasunah (:
But when given the chance to show her face,
see la, she destroys the opportunity. Muke tak perlu.
Must see the mess we made.

My sisters that i adore. trully. Mahanee, the sister youd wish you had,

and im glad that i got the chance to meet you and take you as my sister.

I thank god for that.

This is when its im day dreaming, stop taking stupid random photos.

And this is when im trully in my own world.

Eh eh. tak perlu.
Good and bad times, youre there, thanks gerlfren.

I shant exaggerate or my laptop will be topped with tear drops.

The dad, or okay, the jejaka idaman melaya, who's been giving me wise advice and stern warnings which i sometimes do not heed, and always respond with

"ye anakku" when i just shout at him with "eh bapaknye".

Daddy, you're a legend, my legend.

And they wrote me a song. A song with my name in it.

A song specially for me, before i end work and return to school,

A song composed and recorded specially for me.

A song that made me tear and lose my words.

A song that means how much we went through together.

A song that indicates the times we spent werent just to pass time.

A song that i can never bring myself to listen to without shedding a single tear.

I love you guys. sincerely.

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And to my dear cousin, for stopping by at my work place just to give a birthday cake,

Though she was complaining of being broke, you bought me a birthday cake.

But what touched me most was when you surprisingly appeared at my workplace.

Thanks beb, that means alot to me.

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And when i got back from work that day, at freaking 1145am,

i stepped in with a surprise from my one and own family.

This i never expect. My birthday cake.

You, esp mom and dad, would always be my priority (:

Muke satu2 ade stone sikit, but who cares,

i was just freaking touched la.

Presents from them, mom giving me a bag. Adek giving me a set of perfume.

Dad as per normal, he yearly birthday money.

What they were doesnt matter, what matters was that they did it for me.
For me (:

And to you who passed me chocolates in the morning, complaining you slept on your wrapping paper and finally gave up trying to wrap it. Thank you faizal.

And to bi, this weekend, it would be the best present no one would be able to give.

Thats the only thing im looking forward to right now.

I wanne skip friday and saturday just to meet you.

Cause bi, i miss our moments. badly.

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Thank you all for the wishes,

my 20th, a memorable one.

2009-03-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

I think it finally hit me that im leaving. Leaving it all behind, leaving them all behind. The word leaving doesnt seem to get far from me. Everytime i walk pass or they see me, they'd e saying its left with days that they'd see me around. Ofcourse my own station staff have been saying it to me day in day out, but ive always tried to listen and forget about it. But when cso's from tam, t.o's, all saying that its just a few more days before i leave, it really hit me hard. i so want to cry so badly right now.. I cant imagine my last day at work. those people that i'd get to see and those who'd id never get the chance to say goodbye. ......

2009-03-14T11:23:00.005+08:00

Surprise Surprise Surprise!

Bi surprised me with this ring! I swear i didnt expect it at all uh.

I was talking and talking non stop when he showed me the casing and opened it.

And he kept looking at me and smile.Aaawwww. I had shut up by then btw.

Heee. Wahh means he lied to me saying he was lateeee!

pffft. Another ring. heee.Thank you bi.

ily.

2009-03-01T21:57:00.007+08:00

Hahaha. I am bored, so here i am updating with the most randomest post ever. Cause i have no idea what to update. Hahahha. Hahaha. Man U lah seh. hahaha.

So the yellow i dont know why the lighting's that way eh okay.
(:(:

Body man hunt kan dierrrr. ahahha.

Kay ni paling best, i syiok sendiri. hahahah.

wheeeeeeeee.

Okay da updated, and its already time to hear my bibi's voice and go to sleep. Oh what a way to waste time. ahahahaha. Kda goodnight.

2009-02-23T20:26:00.022+08:00

Anniversary.

I can finally strike *i want to ride cable car* on my want list!

Thank you bibi (:

What more have i got to ask.
Nyiow. Cable car.
I like the background. Its so serene(:
We took the one with the whole thing glass. cool kan.

Both looks rather cacat but who cares! Hahaha.

He's mine okay.

It was raining but when we alighted, we saw the ice cream parlor and that was that, we had ice cream in the rain! Hahaha.

And then! we took the sky tower at sentosa!

Us.

And to bi, i love you dear.

The rest is left unsaid.Let it be between us (:

And like you said

"i dont want to love you forever, but i want to love you forever and ever"

2009-02-23T20:11:00.012+08:00

Ma's 44th birthday on 22.02.2009

Syafiq can really eat, cause he's always the one to finish my food!

My birthday girl(:
The waiting after food.

I think bi and ma always gang up against me. please eh.

Unfortunately, i didnt wrap my presents cause i woke up late. Hahahah.

okayyy.

Ma opening her presents.

I think my mum has a lovely smile (:

this is candid.

Family photo.

Ayah. Ma. and bi.

Happy birthday ma.

2009-02-23T18:12:00.037+08:00

Station outing to Kota tinggi and Johor Bahru.

The gang at 0700 hours after overtaking at the causeway just to run away from paying 20 bucks. Weekend cars. Should see how Mr morgan drove like mad to save money.
The standard prata breakfast at dunno where. Weird coffee shop.

See my eye bag, thats because i had to wake up so damn freaking early.

Eh tipu seh. Hahahaha.

In the car. Glasses, and then to sleep.

Uncle raja and Has.

And i woke up knowing we already reached kota tinggi.

We changed, only to find out there was ms mak bedah in the toilet.

Surprisingly, has looks like a girl and the mak bedah looks like bapok eh.

The waterfall.

After rendaming, anak anak s jibeng keluar.

Uncle riken and his overly expression pose.

Its only plain water uncle, not air from the air terjun. please.

Biase, this is what we do what.

The two who were dumped to seat at the back and i swear it felt as though my heart flew ut everytime the car hits a bump.

Like bi calls her, Hasnol, and daddy, at mini kelantan.

Kak Linda and me. Cause we gave up waiting for people to finishing shopping.

Morgan! my crazy driver.

This is Uncle Dol and his before photo.

This is his after photo.

We had lunch at mini kelantan at some worth it restaurant.

This is mahanee as we all already know.

My cheese baked chicken which uncle raja gladly offered to finish it but too bad, i finished it!

Then we headed to duno where for karaoke.

We controlled all the bantals down there.

Uncle riken is seriously too over excited to sing you see.

The other half of the room

Aaaahhh.. this is when it all started. Uncle dol just da tak pedulikan surrounding. Dier pikir dier buat concert sendiri agaknye. Sooo the boleh to jadi pakcik2 batam seh uncle dol.

See what i mean.. he is very the emosi when singing.

And it was after dark already, so we headed to duno where again, for dinner.

Uncle raja looks abit like a cartoon character from mr bean.

The people and all the food.

Uncle riken the birthday man.

Hassy seems very very happy to tenyeh the banana into daddy's mouth.

Kak siti and hassy.

And there you go peeps.

One word, Unforgettable.

2009-02-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

The day when you see prices of flowers hiking up unreasonably.

But it got mine (:

And i want the balloon with teddy bear inside! pfft.

2009-02-06T18:59:00.007+08:00

Random photos from everywhere.

Has and me.

My bibi.
Kak Junaidah and Me,
My hansome mamat and me.

The Devil.

Okay. My little katek.

Right.

Updates soon!

2009-02-01T22:21:00.008+08:00

Lets have some wordy update shall we.

So firstly, i am suppose to upload photos from the BBQ we had at aunt's place on CNY, but the photos seemed to be so damn dark that i couldnt be bothered to upload them here. And hence, i uploaded my own photo instead! Hahahahaha.

The BBQ went well i shall say, with all the cousins, okay most, coming down to gather. Even Nizam and Nur, like how touching is that. Even after all that happened(lets put it as that) they came down! How much Nizam grew surprised me. The used to be quiet little boy who can never stop playing playstation when he was a little kid whenever we came over, is now one handsome looking chap who's bloody hell taller than me, talks like a grown up man. Okay, i just made myself realised how old i am * birthday coming soon ehem ehem! *eversince the times when we played block catching, the classic ice and water games at the playgrounds, the times when we slept over at each other's house and played dress up. Hahaha. All those times still linger in my mind but we're all grown up now, leading our own lifestyles. And i just reminisenced the times when we gathered together at nenek's house in the mornings of syawal, and everyone was there, eating, talking, laughing, and even tho one family is running late, the rest would wait just to be able to drive off together to jujuk's house. God, i miss those times, I dont know what happened, but things are so different now and trust me im not loving it. As much im keeping the jovial front, i dont like how things are now. I dream to have one family photo with everyone, from cousins to aunts and uncles and grannies and nieces and nephews all in them, one family potrait. (:

I think i'll end this entry for now. And im thinking whether i should close this blog and just use my other one which is more frequently updated. Heh. And man! i miss my bibi soo soo sooooo much. messing up his hair, playing with his ear, smelling bibi, hugging bibi! And i was so touched when bi showed me what he did when his got nothing to do at work, scribbling my name and bibi's name all over... keeping it in bibi's wallet awwwww...

bi, you're simply the sweetest you know. No one will ever understand how special you are as a person,no no not just special to me, but also how special you are as a person, but trust me, i do, there's nothing more to ask but for you to keep being you cause ily. (:

And i think my want list is going to continue growing cause my shopping craze is back! Ive no idea how or why it happened HAHAHAHAHHA.

Right then. Other updates, find me on the other blog

Till an event with photos for me to update it here!

2009-01-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

Look at katek's cute outfit!

Happy CNY katek!

cuteeeee nyeeee kaaaaaaaaauuuu!

2009-01-14T19:54:00.015+08:00

Thahisir's 22nd Birthday @ Bukit Timah

Gambar ni mcm promosi hiking kat hutan2 malaysia sak. okaaaaay.
Birthday home-made cupcakes.

Okay. Happy birthday sir. (:
Next, to Marina Barrage.

The flyer that no longer flies. OKAY!

Okay dah done. till next time.

2008-12-21T19:46:00.028+08:00

Saturday.

SMRT bowling league 2008.

i love this photo but ive got no idea how come its without flash eh. pfft.

sape amek ni gambaaaarrrr aahhhh sapppeee. lol. With the little ones.
And then we made out way to henderson wave bridge.
as said.

i love this photo too. backdrop best kan.

Has and Sie.

The very reason why my ankle and knee is swollen right now.

Macam feeling feeling holiday kat overseas seh scenery. okaaaaaay.

People that made it happen. Ofcourse with mahanee (:

Just to make it happen for hilal cause he kept on trying to run and reach the edge

and he finally did. see see. credits okay for hilal's determination.

Siti Mahanee. you made it all happen kay. i love you!

Although, the song you sang for me in the car was so tak perlu. SERIOUSLY.

Bi and haikal.

bi (: shld have just ganyah has betol betol la kak siti.

Look at hilal, at first malu malu dowan hantam kak has la kan.

Sekaaalii, sungguh2 hilal panjat nak join jahanamkan has. haha.

And then we headed to mount faber. cable caaaaaarrr!

And then and then when bi and i were sending haikal to the wee wee,

we passed by this cable car with dining table set up in it.

aaaaawwwwww. so touching okay the set uuppp.

No, we didnt ride it. but atleast we got to see it. (:

cabbie caar(:

And then, down to kampong chai chee for dinner. everyone was worn out by then.

except the 3 boys. And then out of nowhere, the whole room was filled with laughter okay.

Like seriously, ketawe tak ingat dunia punye kes, and we had no idea why we were laughing that way, but who cares, the place was empty. tapi hilal nak tahan ketawe was so damn cute i tell you. omg. i love u la hilal.

And then thanks to mahanee, they all started drinking soup with straw.

And you tau mahanee, u hilang aje, dorang main bubble2 dalam tu soup u tau!
Hahahah. Kak has yang marah. lol.

these kids, you'd simply adore.

i love you guys and i syg you bi.

thanks. till then.

2008-12-07T12:40:00.012+08:00

Saturday badminton.

Zah choke slammed me cause i lied to her.

hahahahhaha.

Pretty boy with the hair band. mine (:

All the badminton action.
While waiting for the boys to shower.
wheeeeeeeeeee. Cute kan smileeeeee dieeerrrr. k da enough.

This is what we call candid. baik lina. HAHAHAHHA.

Zah.

And we had lunch at food culture. I think semue kebulur or what ar.

Didnt take photo pon. And bi and i then when to get haziq's present.

And look at that face after eating wasabi.
best.

Uhhuh. i miss you already eh.

2008-12-02T22:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 51st daddy.

2008-11-29T21:44:00.004+08:00

Firstly, i miss laying in your arms,smelling you and your hugs.

secondly, cotton on's coming to TM!!!!!!!

*wheeeeeeeeeeeeee*

2008-11-20T10:27:00.014+08:00

The random trip to nowhere after work with the little boys ofcourse.

And this is little hilal who touched us with his story(:

And ofcourse, they love me. Muahahahaha.
Haziq, who still looks for abg bi.
Hug him like a bolster okay.

Its like over the hills and far away, teletubbies come to play. lol
Haikal, who loves press the button.

The baby and the mummy.

Two little ones.

With the whole rascal group.

And the littlest one who has energy like the wind i tell you.

i miss you bi.

2008-11-09T16:27:00.005+08:00

I shall put it as a roller coaster saturday. shop.cotton on.again.

cause i want sumemorreeeee. (:

Since uncle riken's father-in-law passed away,i went to work to cover through the night.

And daddy said i sumpah cengeng cause sikit-sikit nangis.

Thanks but no thanks for that comment daddy.

And who'd forget the banging, shouting and throwing things in the staff room(:

And! i want want want this everlast watch!

And i saw so many people with the huge huge birthday balloons! and huge2 bear the size of a 5 year old! omg! i went crazy in the station shouting and telling who ever's there that i want the big big birthday balloons! but ofcourse, they ignored me. biase.

.and omg. look at the diff in the eyes frm the first pic. wth.

2008-11-03T20:02:00.006+08:00

Weekends-with you(:

Friday nite was dinner with bi's family at Simpang Bedok.

And then to kallang leisure park. (:

Saturday with bi too (:

We were all suppose to be playing badminton eh at Smrt clubhouse, but then eh,

training was on going and we werent allowed to enter. We ended up playing pool, basketball, some badminton outdoors. And then we drove back to kak siti's house to pick up the 3 abduls, headed to changi village to buy food and back to kak siti's home for lunch cum dinner.
There's more photos obviously but browse them at multiply la eh. Its so damn irritating to use this lagging desktop, thanks to my laptop adaptor that decided to die on me.

And Sunday was daddy's daughter's wedding. Raining like mad but its worth it. The deco was top notch, grand slam i tell you. I swear i fell in love with the pelamin. Maybe next time when daddy gets married, we make something like that okay daddy since you bekenan so much with the pelamin. * i find bride for you kay kay kay daddy?*
And doesnt he looks stunningly cute? (: (:
Ah okay, updated.

2008-10-27T15:01:00.007+08:00

Cute or what siaaaaaaa. lol lol.

Daddy said raye sebulan, so jalan lah sampai habis.

Jangan jadi macam org cine 2nd day raye pegi zoo. LOL.

And so we did, on saturday. But ade orang pagi2 kasi poem.

kanak2 riang gembira,

jalan raya collect duit raya,

Tapi yang dah besar pun sama,

masih tak habis2 lagi nak beraya.

Thanks eh kak siti, encouraging betol.

But I likeeeeeeeee.

lols.

p.s. bebs, pics pat multiply kay.

And i and bi went to watch hsm3 and the coffin yesterday.

Aimlessly from tamp to bugis to amk back to bugis and then tamp.

Thats what happen when you go out without any plan.

But who cares, as long as we see each other eh eh. lol.

Love you bi (:

2008-10-22T19:52:00.006+08:00

OBVIOUSLY there's more photos than this,

But i lazy. So, go multiply. (:

Family potrait la seh.

We did this all the way.

one more.

another.

Hahahhahahahaha.

Multiply multiply.

Macam kes sumpah tak update pon takpe seh.

but who caresssssssssssssssssss. lol.

2008-10-17T19:36:00.013+08:00

Some particular people told me to update la but i couldnt be bothered. But then i saw the very photo below with the title cutest sis on her multiply so okay, here i am uploading all the photos due long long ago because the photo made my day. LOL.

Muke kemek nak mampos but okay, i owe u people this photo.
Daddy who followed me to sony ericsson and demanded for my phone to be ready in 2 days time and woots! love u la daddy.
Dengan first and second daughter eh.
Ah, dierlah wanita tercontoh. cook for us. tu pasal i syg u also eh mahaneeeeeee.
p.s. i nak more GUCCI RUSH cannnnn? HAHAHAHA!

Ala ala sisters pe.

Kek yang memang mentak di bedal.
By us la who else kan.

morris uncle dol and morgan.

Mr low.

And finally, uncle riken brought otto massager la okay!

with his act lebih pose la obviously.

Na! Amek korang!

And my other2 gambar raye all in multiply kays kays, da pemalas. lol.

2008-10-16T18:02:00.003+08:00

And this is for you..

Jawapanmu

terleka bila berbicara denganmu

pastiku terbang tinggi ke awan biru

bermain dengan kata-kata

dari bibirmu itulah mimpiku selalu

kerap kali kau muncul di ruang minda

denganku kini kian sempurna

bilaku terjaga kau di depan mata

katakan saja apa yang di rasa oh

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

aku selalu terkenangkan kamu

bila kamu jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rindu

jawapan rinduku kamu

nyata berbeza cara kau berbicara

ku terasa diriku istimewa

mahuku bertanya tapi ku tak berdaya

dah ku dekat denganmu kelu lidah membisu

masih lagi ku tercari-cari

dari mimpi ke mimpi hari ke hari

nyata mulanya dari kamu

katakan saja apa yang di rasa

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

aku selalu terkenangkan kamu

bila kamu jauh dari diriku kamu selalu yang ku rindu

jawapan rinduku kamu

selalu aku mendoakan

agar kita disatukan

dan kita akan

ke akhirnya

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

ku tahu apa sebalik senyuman itulah yang ku mahu

jawapan dari kamu

apa yang kau mahu

itu yang ku mahu

janganlah kau pergi

tinggalku sendiri

ku cari jawapan pasti

kamu..

kamu selalu buatku tersenyum sendiri

all said(:

2008-10-12T17:24:00.011+08:00

Today's Baby Bonkers Day i tell you!

Katek saw me outside and he came running out of his house.

And thats that. he got stuck playing with cars.

And dumping them in my fish tank.

And then after hours, he was dragged home to mandi.

And then another baby came and pft.

AKu over the excited la.

Cause i swear the baby didnt cry at all la.

Like i swear she just sat and looked at me.

No hek no hok.

Macam anak patung toys r us la seh. lol.

Adorable little human beings or wat la sehhhhh.

And then katek came back here saying

Camat ayie yaye all the time lah.

Just look at him la!

clad in the black cute baju kurung with samping somemore!

And with his pelat-pelat.

Omggggg! i canooottttt take ittttt!!!

Kau cute la tek. lol
Handsome or wattt.

My precious tek (:

Ouh Ouh!

and wanne see one more baby!

This one i sayang like extra extra much la!
MY Babbyyyyyy lol. lol.

senyum takleh maintain i tell you.

Gila baby sia today!

2008-10-11T16:18:00.005+08:00

Cause its once a year;

so they called me and said

"auntie come home! we want to play with you"

And yes i did play with them till 1am in the morning.

and that drained me out i tell you.

But who wouldnt want to play with their little nieces wat(:
And to kak siti,
Happy Birthday la mahaneeeee lol.
(Uncle dol keeps eyeing the shepherd's pie cause he wants more! lol.)

Okay ni random nak mampos arh kan but i just realised. look at zah and jas, su and ash, bi me. Senyum macam satu set siao. Hahahhaa.

okay dah (:

2008-10-09T19:50:00.001+08:00

Cause you won the jackpot for me.

HAHAHAHHAHA.

2008-10-06T13:11:00.002+08:00

Saye addictedddd.... lols.

2008-10-03T12:58:00.010+08:00

Eid Mubarak.

My ayah.

Ma and syafiq.
Ma and me.
I love this shot.

With grandmama and granduncle, uncle oscar.

Cik Ani.

Baju kilat siao kene flash.

Next year, i'll drive.(:

Part of us.

And to all, forgive me for my sins and wrongdoings. Im only human. Im prone to mistakes. And may you have a blessed Aidilfitri this year. Eid Mubarak to all.

And for the rest of the photos, go to multiply, i malas to put it up here anymore. (: (:

2008-09-30T23:17:00.013+08:00

Something just before raye la eh.

Bi picked me up from work yesterday and i wanted to go to the robinsons expo sale.

Which we did. And wahduh. borong.
I bought what i wanted. Like thank god.
If not, mampos i tell you, merengek seh.

And then and then gatal go airport. I forgot untuk ape eh.

And then da pusing and then and then Ramen Ten for buke!

Sushi Sushi!

Oh Oh but before that, i liiokee this picture!

Bi: i mati

Me: Oh Yes! i liookeee.
Hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha.

K da stop it. lol.

And ni memang standard procedure before azan for him.

Stare at the drink and telan air liow.

See see the golden maki thing! Sedap nak gila!

And today petang petang raye, kak siti sudah pass me duit zakat.

Semoga murah rezeki mu eh kak. LOL LOL.

And to all.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf Zahir Batin.

2008-09-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

WooooTs!

I painted my room pink la seh! with stripes somemore! I liiikkkeeee.

And like i feel macam tak complete gitu nak raye if i never do housework especially on the day before raye. Like tak sah gitu you know.I dont wanne work on tuesday! Like i wanne iron and hang my curtains. I wanne wash the kitchen floors. I wanne put the carpets. I wanne rearrange my furniture. I wanne place the flowers right where i want it. i wanne help to cook the food. I wanne set the dining table for the last break fast. I want i want i want! Hahahahahahahaha!

2008-09-27T17:12:00.010+08:00

And...

Daddy belanje pizza for buke yesterday.

And the day before, i went to swenson's with bi.

Its like so so long since we saw each other

Till bebual sampai tak ingat buke.

Ouh how i miss you la bibi.

And stupid F1 draining his energy for days la.

He's freaking tired la.

Benci sia F1.

And oh yessa, PDL PDL PDL!

And nak rayeeeeee.

ok da.

2008-09-16T13:30:00.011+08:00

As planned, Marina on Sunday.

Yes i know i wasnt fully recovered from fever and flu,

but you know me, stubborn as hell.

But wah, bi tolerated my crankiness. haha.

And that night, we broke fast at popeye's with bi's friends.
And its asyraf, the master eater. hah.
Sir, su and me.

Jas. bi. ash.

with sir.

..... lol.

with zah and su. oh how i miss lina. pft.

and us all.

And that day, bi bought me a necklace and a bracelet.

I was looking at the bracelet and then bi told me to choose a necklace as well.

Hmmmmmmm. lols. I love especially the bracelet uh, cause bi chose it.

Hehe.

i love you bibi! (:

OHH OHH! da nak rayeeeeeeee!

Da leh buat kuihhh! On lampu kelap kelip! *lols*

and im still sick. pft.

2008-09-10T12:07:00.003+08:00

And so last sunday we roamed around.

from courts to ikea to geylang and finally simpang.

I finally bought the baju. Bi bought his too.

and understood la geylang, packed macam sardines.

But still we pusing pusing all the corner and tho bi just came back from work,

he didnt complain at all. hehe. then we reached simpang way too early and so, like selenge,

went to put all the shopping bags at my house and then, back to simpang.

We ordered our food. and then i was playing psp when this

little boy came up to me watched me playing. And then his mouth

kept on moving and moving and moving. pfft.
I didnt care, toddlers are my weakness.

If that wasnt enough, he pulled out the chair beside and sit there with me.

Ignoring his parents calling him from the table next to us. lol.

But anyway, sumptous meal. like kenyang to the brim.

And now its days before i see bi again. pft.

Okay dah. i am feeling so the malas to go to work today. pfffft.

2008-09-04T10:40:00.002+08:00

Its been umpteen days since i last saw you and i miss you so much. i cannot help it already. sunday better come quick so i can see you again bibi. *lols* And we can go buy baju raye already. oh oh and shoes and many many more. *lols* Hah but till then, i freaking miss you bi! pffffft. 3 more dayssssssssssss! oh sungguh tersiksa. Hahahaha.

2008-08-30T23:17:00.009+08:00

Updates updates updates!

For as much as things go; not much bazare happenings this time round.

And so i shall just upload some photos.

Pandai-pandai tengok sendiri okays. pft.

And yes, thats our kak siti. The one who sings random songs, who mimicks some grandma and grandpa's voice over the phone. Who teaches us to eat things beyond anyone's imagination, the one who can smile and joke at almost everything and ofcourse, the one who's like the our sister (:
See, uncle dol kept complaining that we take too many photos *hint hint to has* and that he's having back ache from all the bending down and that he'll go out of the room bongkok like some atok. pfft.

Hah. that's the daddy rashid's masam face.

You see, uncle dol complain too much i just takleh take ittttt. lols.

Pak ngah kapeeeee.

Let's hope during the fasting month, the table's not as packed at this eh. mati u.

Eyebags. like. mampos.

Macam happy family la eh. *lols*

Ouh and bi, i love you la botak man.

*wheeeeeeeeeeeee*

MONDAY PUASEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2008-08-24T18:32:00.010+08:00

Its been a hell of a week. So many happenings.

Filled with tears and joy. And utterless anger.

But firstly to my dearly beloved retarded boyfriend;

Happy anniversary Bi.

Only you and i know what we've been through all these while. And im glad we sticked together through all the ups and downs. Youve been there for me everytime i had problems or just felt like giving up on the things that occured to me which i thought were too overwhelming for me to handle. You gave me support and encouragemnt and stood by me. And it always tears me apart when you always put me forward in every situation so long as im okay even though you're suffering. You sacrificed a lot and went the extra mile whenever i needed you. See beb, no one will understand. But for as long as time goes,

Its gonne be between you and me.

Oh i so love you. And especially to what happened to me recently and to what you told me the night before when my brain became disfunctional and you went on and on emphasizing about my rights and you lay out every possible outcome which took me 3 freaking days to came to my senses. And that you'd be there for me no matter what my decision would be. And that you said things that made me more and more certain with your sincerity in loving me. God. I cant thank you enough bi. Its hard for me to face whatever happened to me, but you're still here. i love you!
And to hassy darling; to you too; thank you for being there for me. I know you cancelled tuition cause ~~you're lazy~~ you love me and that you came back to the station to rescue me. lols. who could have wished for a better whistling partner eh (:
And to abg a.k.a daddy rashid who was there went i came back to the station for me to pour my heart out. thank you! I want photos with kak siti too! lols. pft pft.

I want it all over please! i cant take this!
im too weak for this. oh i hate man. that man. pft.

2008-08-11T10:04:00.005+08:00

And i was thinking....

The kinda feeling that you miss someone eventhough you just met them hours ago, Uhhuh, that kinda feeling, its terribly overwhelming. Im missing you all the time bibi. And i suddenly remembered your CPF joke, and i went smiling to myself like an idiot obviously, but who cares. Tsk. I miss you. And we went to ucu's wedding yesterday. And i didnt even get to see him lah on the pelamin. pffft. And anyway, i bought a blue floral dress later that night! wheeeee kan. *lols* And pure randomness, me and mom were like roaming around looking for my dress lah basically, but i got hooked on this b-e-a-u-tiful curtain and i psychoed mom into buying it for raye. But i swear its nice! and plus, it was one sale. good buy apeeeee. *lols*
Whenever there's Has, its gotta be about work kan. There was this ubberly cute baby in the train who i think loves me eh Has. *lols* And dammit. Im, okay both of us, arent at all happy about the new planning about the stupid campaign lah. Its still not reasonable and what more inacceptable ar the reason that we cant be excused. Like i swear, WTH! The moment we got back from somerset that day, the day seemed ruined lah. And we barged out to burger kings. Tunjuk attitude kape has. *lols* But still, reason tak boleh terime and thats that.
pffffffffffffffffffffffffffftttttttttttt.

till then, i terribly miss you (:

2008-08-04T18:46:00.017+08:00

macam biase eh, everything in one post *lols*

.Happiest Man Alive.

see his smile, makes my day u know bi (:

.FAMILY DINNER.

And after the tragic asthma attack *lols*, mum said i look sick all the time

And so, she forced me to follow them out to dinner cause i had to eat smtg.

Like pft kan. eh nooo laaaa. Hahaha.

Only mum's face in focus, tak ke staiylee tu.
Hahaha. whatever seh. *lols*
Bliss enough for you? lols.
. With my one and only.
We went to watch The Mummy, not bad i shall say.
"i hate mummy's cause they never play fair" *lols*
tak paham kan? i know. *lols*

Then lunch at THE CHICKEN RICE SHOP.
Dua-dua jakon tak terhingge i tell you. *lols*
I had crispy roasted chicken rice.
Bi had honey roasted chicken rice.
Mine niceeer. *lols*
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Sedap kan sedap kan. *lols*
try the satay chicken kay next time *lols* (:
(: except that next time, adjust camera tol2.
waaaaah, i miss you already.

.Exclusive preview.

Has, sungguh jambu. *lols lols lols*

ku da takleh maintain, terserlah kewanitaanmu eh Has. *lols*

Another tak betol person, encik rojiken kite. *lols*

Now tell me, work's great ke tidak. *lols*

I love you bi, have i told you that today? (:

2008-07-28T10:10:00.002+08:00

with you with you with you with you with you... *lols*

let the photos do the taking kay (:

And sooo...

Sunset eh... LOL

Okay, got alot more photos but tired already. pft.

i looovvveee yooouuuu biiibiiiii *lols*

2008-07-28T10:01:00.003+08:00

Jaslina's engagement.

done (:

2008-07-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

Weekend's here!

And its the weekend!

No its not that im not enjoying occupying my weekdays with work,

but boy oh boy, does it feel good that the weekend's finally here.

Altough, im not gonne stick at home anyhow. Lols. But who cares.

Atleast i dont have to listen to rojiken going "ahh! bilang cisco.."

pffft. (:

tomorrow and sunday. with bi.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

kay da. im sleepy.

2008-07-20T13:55:00.003+08:00

Clap again (:

Training's over.

Tomorrow's the day.

I swear im not excited at all.

pfffft.

But imma gonna get high on you (:

2008-07-17T19:15:00.002+08:00

Atas nama cinta.

aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati

Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku

Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki

Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa

Mendua dengan mudahnya

Namun kita terbelenggu

Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

Sampai nanti bila aku mati

Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

Atas nama cinta kurelakan jalanku merana

Asal engkau akhirnya denganku

Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa

Mendua dengan mudahnya

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2008-07-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hiatus.

2008-06-29T17:07:00.015+08:00

Suri's 20th Birthday.

Event sungguh the out-dated.

But what to do, just got hold of the pics eh zah eh. Lol.

Tepi the sea and she expects 20 small candles.

And thats why sungguh menyiksa to lit them up.

uhuh. her 20 candles.
Birthday girl and her (now) botak tek. lol.
Smile maintain eh su.

Serious eh jas. Macam uncle-uncle fisherman ah!

Thahisir.

Jas. and his collage.

Bi and me and my collage! wooh. Lina.

Zah.

Last minute comment scribbling moments.

This was before the ball was kicked into the wide open sea. hahaha!

In the bus la kan.

And thats that for now. =)

2008-06-24T14:11:00.013+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Zah!

and so after badminton, we all surprised her with these.

She was in her own world sms-ing arh.

She didnt even perasan got balloons around the shelter. pft.

But the 2 day plan was a very successful one. Very the last minute. Birthday girl.
And then one by one the balloons kept popping.

And Jas was suppose to be protecting zah eh.

L. Dee. Jas. Mat.

Zah. Fizah. Su. Lina.

Jasrizal.

Mat. My Mat. LOL.

Pompuans.

And its suppose to be boys-co.com

And girls-inc.com

Oh Lols. i love these people can.

2008-06-08T16:34:00.009+08:00

Selamat pengantin baru

Reza Mustafa & Muslihah.

The nikah.

Abg Reza and kak leha.
Too sweet for words eh.
The Majlis.

I also want kawen lah like this. Lol.
Swear you can see abg reza nervous. lol.

And biase, penat rewang mah, enter frame tu mesti. And thats another successful love story.

May you be happy with kak leha till the rest of time.

babies soon kay kay? LOL.

2008-05-25T15:45:00.006+08:00

.Hiatus.

for now.

2008-05-18T22:45:00.015+08:00

Two at one go lah okay;

21st speech day cum awards ceremony.

Saturday 17th May 2008

We received the Distinguished Service Award.
Because we vowed to be together forever lah thats why eh fad eh.
And because this one; i dont know ah eh, i really don ah.

And this is why i say ' dont take pictures from below you noe'

And we went to Swensons for lunch/dinner

and ended up so bloated my stomach seriously wanted to throw everything out.

And Sunday 18th May 2008

We went overseas; and seriously just over the sea we get water from.

As usual lah you know, somehow taking pictures' auto transmission.

Adek and abg fairul.

pft. Like want to borong what like that lah.

Ish serious; abg's trying on baju and we're outside taking photos.

Eh noob you know; really arh.

lunch/dinner/ next day's meal all settled there.

All the drinks so besar2 gedabak noe.

Oh ah ah. sabar2. soon2. drive2.

Nyahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhaa.

I tired and i miss my bi.

Like standard urh you know.

Kay goodnight lah eh.

2008-05-13T18:38:00.003+08:00

I know its kinda late but;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I miss you. I miss you freaking out about every single thing. I miss you singing to me. I miss you snuggling up to me. I miss you being caught in class for sleeping. I miss you going kanchong. I miss you getting scolded. I miss you going emo. Pfft. beb, i miss you lah. See you saturday!

Happy birthday!

2008-05-12T12:50:00.009+08:00

p.s. with this entry; you can see how mendak my life is now.

And last saturday,i semangatly walked to downtown east

just to go get movie tickets.

And walked back home; changed; and cabbed there

with the family for the movie.

And even its the 2nd time i watched ayat-ayat cinta, i still cried cause biase, emotional ape. menusuk ke kalbu eh abg eh. Nyahahhahahahha!

And was under the weather the very next day. Its the sickest ive ever been so far. With fever, headaches, cough and to top it all up, my excrutiating cramps. Like under stress you know.

And its monday all over again. Ive nothing much to look forward to anymore. Only that im suppose to get a phone call from arqam tomorrow, go to school on saturday for the award ceremony and johor to look forward to so far. Im still sick. Ive just gotten my pay for the last week of work. Its more then expected. But i couldnt be bothered to spend on anything. HAH. thats a first.

I feel very sot right now. and im serious. cause ive no idea what im feeling. all these mixed feelings. hah pfft. I miss so many things and orang orang today.

I miss uncle marc and cik ida and nicky and the rest. How i wish i could fly to switzerland and stay there you know. I miss going to school with my uniform. I miss talking to Fad about every single damn thing in the world. I miss my hair cause its a mess now. And certainly i miss bi, extremely. pfft.

where are the hopes, where are the dreams

My Cinderella story scene.

when do you think theyll finally see

2008-05-09T23:07:00.003+08:00

a MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST watch movie.

Eh i serious, must must must go watch.

No, not just because lead actor and actresses' good looking.

No No No. The movie itself, the storyline, the fwah, everything lah.

its like nice like so so so nice la.

Like i cry like so many many many times lah.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!

hahahha.

Kay i damn tired.

Sooo tired i can sleep on my laptop right now.

B, i sayang you ;)

2008-05-05T21:09:00.006+08:00

Because i love them.

And most imptly, because they miss me lah;

so we finally met up.

But seriously, out of so many freakin places; simei pe.

pfft. not my fault.
And we had dinner and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk
and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
And then we walked all the way back to Fad's place
where i just freakin took cab home. Hahahhaha.
You know, its nice with these pompuans cause it just
feels like its back in the old times.

P.S. i miss my B exceptionally more today. hmph.

2008-05-02T13:04:00.003+08:00

Lambat setapak but takpe eh.

Hahahaa.

Happy 19th birthday la iyliana!

Abit lambat lah but kau tetap sayang aku the same kan kan kan.

p.s. aku rindu kau tau.

2008-04-27T19:24:00.004+08:00

Oh No No No..

Im not being sentimental here,

but this song like nice eh.

Ouh and the picture here?

Ya just didnt wanne make it a wordy post.

But i know so tidak perlu.

Mwahahahahhaha.

All my only dreams- The wonders

Every night I pray, I'll have you here someday.

I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.

That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.

If I could only have one wish you'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss

All my only dreams.

And when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.

If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.

All my only dreams.

Any waking hour it seems, I only have you in my dreams

So every night I pray, I'll have you here one day.

I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might.

That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side.

If I could have just one request, stay with me girl I confess.

All my only dreams.

Tell me its emotional lah seh.

2008-04-22T15:14:00.015+08:00

By now i guess we all know that the pictures do all the talking eh here.

But first things's first, we're not jakon...

okay maybe i am A LITTLE jakon..
but who wouldnt wanne be there submerged in the cold water
when the temperature's so high kan.

And this time, jakon really2 lah. naik skyride mah.
And i want again!
k wait long long seh.
and my all time favourite part, going down =)
And i have no idea why the wise looking rat is located in the middle of nowhere.
But biase, everywhere want to enter frame what.
AND.
we freaking went hiking la kan.
through the forest we roamed..

And! i really2 wanted to get in the water this time.

but ofcourse not.

okay dah,

that was my sunday.

2008-04-20T08:01:00.007+08:00

Family lunch cum dinner.

siam kitchen.

the sister, which we all know by now.
Which obviously i didnt finish.

fiq.

enter frame, biase.

the mango drink was nice tho.

then it was to ikea.

cause khai had the chick to ask for a new comp chair.

And fwah, dad actually said ok.

but whatever, cause sitting with some random kids and talking

to them was so much better.

why.

2008-04-18T11:02:00.004+08:00

and i miss you so bad.

Oh man.

2008-04-14T19:27:00.014+08:00

The Garden Party.

The birthday gifts.

The birthday cake.
The(my) birthday boy.
All the barang barangs.
Jaz. B. sir.
Cake cutting.
The ball gift.
Ouh the smiles.

Zah. Jaz.

B.me.

Sir. lina.

Getting out of there.

The solo snap.

The group one.

Kay serious, its damn nice.

=)
ouh so blithe.
Me. lina.

Zah. B.
nice nice.
Cam whorers.

OKAY.

2008-04-13T21:44:00.005+08:00

The day mama turned 87.

And the day i ended my craving for honeydew sago.

Im addicted to it cause of you b.

Hahahahhahaha.

And we had 2 birthday cakes.

1 big huge fruit cake for mama.

And the OMG SO DELICIOUS durian cake for the belated April babies.

Of course as usual, the great grandchildren who always nak enter frame.

And who fought over who gets to blow the candle..

And so we celebrated yun's birthday as well.

And yes, my dad's too.

my 87 year old mama.
Okay seriously, table was too far out.
There was suppose to be a photo with the younger cousins

BUT SOMEBODY tak tau picit ape and blergh! photos gone.

And this with some of the elder cousins.

SOME(and i seriously mean small %) of the children.

The in-laws.
And then,

we made our way to nenek's house.

where i felt like puking for eating 2 slices of the cake.

Like, amek kau.

But then didnt stop me from cam whoring.

Muahahahhaa.

And so,

happy 87th mama

happy 47th dad

happy 27th yun.

Ouh Ouh, pics from botanic please.

And B, I miss you exceptionally alot today.

2008-04-11T09:09:00.003+08:00

And my 2 man turns a yeard older.

Cause my b turns 21 on the 9th.

And my dad turns 47 on the 10th.

B,
i love you so much i never ever wanne think about losing you.
Cause you mean the world to me
and i'd do anything to make you happy.
Cause all that matters is you.
I love you sayang.
Happy 21st.

Ayah,
You were the pillar of strength that always keeps me going.
You always knew how to handle my unbearable attitude.
You always have things to say that make me laugh.
You know how to ease my pain.
And i never could ever wanne ask for someone better.
I love you dad.

Wah, now i feel like crying cause i have this 2 man.
Owh, i love you B. I love you dad.

2008-04-07T07:53:00.002+08:00

Weekend bites.

And since everyone was like dying to meet me (HAHAHAHA),

we met up on saturday morning to have breakfast.

We talked like we always did until it was time for me to leave for work.

Which was the time i got freaking drenched.

And since it was saturday, work was bit more slack.

And amarjeet asked why i wanted to end work to fast

and at that point of time i wanted to shouted, because of you lah.

Wahahahaha.

And after work, we drove out for dinner as planned.

Geylang was freaking packed and there wasnt any available parking space

and so, we headed back to simpang, our ori plan.

After getting food stuffed down, we drove to geylang, to the lorongs.

And ohmygod, those pros there arent that appealing at all man. Hahahaha.

Aiman drove us to the top lorongs where those people were lining up waiting to get hitched lah. Idiots sey. But the night was one of a kind, especially with all the singing in the car.

And all the laughing make me wanne puke.

Oh man, im so gonne miss them lah.

And tomorrow's my freakin last day.

Which reminds me....

1. apply for FTT

2.confirm the job interview date

3. my b's birthday

4. Dad's birthday

5. Mama's birthday.

Wah, kocek rabak man this time. Hahahahahahhaha.

I want you now b! :D

2008-04-01T07:42:00.015+08:00

And after oh so long, i step foot at the zoo again. like finally lah.

But but but, it rained like purposely to irritate my arrival lah.

And so we got stranded at the gift shop waiting for the rain to stop where....

i got scolded cause i kept asking what if it rains before we even arrived.

And unfortunately it really did.

Hhahahahahahaha.

I love this photo of b.
Buuuttt.. no more haircuts B. I'll kill your sir.
Hahahahhahahaha.
Seriously, im not so sure if this is a cheetah or leopard or ape eh.
Hahahahhaha.

Annddd, the tortoise's neck is so freakishly long lah.

Look at the white tiger, not the brown idiot there.

Hhahahaha.
With the badaks. Hahahahahahha.

Oh! and i dare say, monkeys are Bs favourite.

Cause he just couldnt stop snapping photos of them.

Like seriously, Hhahahahaha.

what bird was that eh B?

Oh!and penguins aint that cute sey.

I always thought they were.

Cheated sak.

Hhahahaha.

and the monkey's tail is just....omg.

My face was freaking tired and make up drenched.

Mengamok, mengamok.

Hahahahhaha.

Botanic garden ar next b?

Muahahahahahahahhahaahahha.

2008-03-26T10:08:00.005+08:00

Finally.His training is finally over. No more sleeping in camps.

Just plain office hours. I can see more of you!

WooooHooooo!

Anyway, work's been great whenever we dont consider my boss in the picture. Wah whenever she starts being nice, i feel like i wanne puke. But then again, thats like once in a blue moon. So nothing to fret. Im still considering whether or not to quit this job cause seriously for all my overtime, its definitely underpaid. To play on the safe side, its time to job hunt before i get dismissed for late coming.

Ohmygod. How i loathe the boss.

Ouh Ouh! mom and dad bought me a laptop and im on top of the world right now.

Well, if this is how its gonne be, i being the 2nd point of attention, then im gonne have to accept it. Times have changed and i need to grow up and understand the current situation we`re in. Its not what and how i always wanted things to be but maybe its time i let go of wanting to be the one to always be cared and given attention to. Its now her. Her turn. For all the years she missed out, I want her to have my place. Want her to feel loved by mom and dad like how they've made me feel all these while. If this is what it takes to make her happy, to make things better. Then im up for it.

B.......i nak go zoo!